pfftt .

School life was so damn effing fun . you can meet other people who you call them friends . you can gossip about all the bitchest in school and you can play hide and seek with the teachers . you can make fun about others including the teachers . And each and every person are the same . we brought the same things to school , we wear the same cloth , the same books and we are all the same . we talk about the same thing cause every “clique” have the same mind . when we fight , we talk about it and we dont feel left behind because we are there together every day .

But when school ends ? everything changes , including the smallest things . we are not the same anymore , we may have the same minds but we are different each and every one of us . we come from different backgrounds , different family that have their own style . you think , that i don’t want to have fun ? to go all around like crazy kids that lost their minds? HEELLL YEAH I DO . but my mom and dad have their own way of taking care of me their own style and their own methods . may be you guys have an “open minded mom, a fun and always allow you guys to go anywhere you want ” but mine ? there are different and yes i’m not okay with them . yes , i always said that i hate the way the threat me like i’m in a prison but they are my family no matter what . i know my own family and i know what they like and what they don’t like . they are different from your mom and dad . you guys can have fun all you want , but have you ever think to imagine what does it feel like to be in my place for once ? and EFFING DAMN HELL , you guys hurt my feeling and you dont even notice it . you guys can call me and said “best gilaaa , and blah blah blah … hahaha lupa tk amik lebih ? ” WTH ? you dont even know that i spent my day crying cause i cant have fun with you guys , i spent my day wishing i could hang out with you guys . and suddenly you guys call me and said that ? you dont even ask me if i’m okay . i may say that i dont mind and you guys can go where ever you want without me , that just because you are the one said “we really want to go” i let you guuys do what ever you want without me . i thought you from all other person in this world should know how i really felt .

pffft . is all i can say .