P.E.N.AT

Pagi pagi alarm daa bunyi doe =.=" badan gilaa bapak berat nk bangun TAPI bangun gak amik fon snooze HAHA memang paling gempak fikir nk on the way g bilik air tgk tgk snooze doe :D . pkul 7 tue bangun laa gak tkut lambat lagi kannn ?

bangun pagi daa mandi semua perghh rambut plak buat hal mengerbang sana sini nak je rebond BHAHAHA . tk pe tunggu gaji rebond rambut alek n bangs HAHA . next mcm biasa buat eyeliner mcm sakes =.=" 5 kali aku buat mata sepet aku biar bagi cun melecun HAHA . then tunggu yaya kat SA KARGO .

pkul 9 lebih tue daa sampai metro driving academy and 10 o'clock start our QTI TEST or i called it "cutie i test " HAHA . i pass bai ! cuma start start tue daa parking mcm blur blur lagii maklum laa pagi pagi nk bukak mata pun terpaksa . then buat driving lesson HEHE "ILIKE" cross finger i pass my JPJ test next week friday .

kau tau pagi pagi buta dia daa buat hal , sorry babe aku tkkn jd cm dulu kau kutuk aku senyap , NOW ? kau kutuk jgn tnye nape aku marah kau . THE BOTTLE IS FULL DEAR THE WATER IS POURING OUT SORRY DERR . aku tau kau tu cun laa tk yh laa nk muka when someone else puji member kau lawaa ok ? nk bergurau nk sindir pun de limits bai agak agak laa . sebaek kawan kalau tk daa lama aku IGNORE KAU . aku fikir kawan aku sabar , aku mengalah , aku biar je kau kutuk . TAPI fikir laa member ade ke kutuk member sendiri depan depan lak tk pikir ke perasaan org ? senang cer KAU FIKIR LAA SENDIRI .

CER kat carrefour lak ? hari nie cm biasa smbung servey jalan ke hulu hilir carik mangsa hari nie free gift colgate plax HAHAH . then aku gaduh ngn dye lak . pergh mmg best punya hari tk de lagi best ke ?dye membebel aku bengang laa and aku tk sengaja pukul dye lupa lak pakai cincin terkena siku dye memang aku salah "I'M SORRY" but aku daa mintak maaf still nk wt muka ketat memang melampau laa derr . aku dgn bengkerk nye keluar jadi rollergirl smbil tunggu yaya . memang pas nie jgn harap aku nk liplap lampu bila ade dye . HUMPH ! .

HARI YG P.E.N.A.T , seb baek esok cuti memang leyh relax TETTT !

ITS HARD WHEN PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND

in life there are so many odd people . some people are easily understand other people situation but some only thinks bout themself . they dont even stop to think bout other people feelings and as if the world revolve around them . they only think bout their life and its not that they cant think but they are to snobish to think bout other people . when you face people with this kind of attitude you feel so hurt , your heart is aching , and wish you could scream out loud . sakit doe hati , why laa cant you understand my feelings sikit pun boleh laa , dont only think bout you . HELLO ! THE WORLD DOESNT revolve around you there others too you know . if the world is mine and i have the magic power to do what ever you said i do it . but the world is not mine and not every wish or every "arahan" i can make it come true . i'm just a little people that not even people around me know me ! i'm hurt doe , please just be an open minded person and think ! i'm not a robot who going to follow what ever that come out of your mouth , cant you be like others just asking me " hows work ok ? " "hows life ?" "are you ok with me doing this ?" or even say i love you ?

i'm a human being and i have feelings too not only you okay ? i need love attention and understanding . just like a bottle if you keep pour water in it the water will spill out eventually . just like my patients , bak kata org "sabar sebahagian drpd iman" i will keep my sabar but every one have a limits and my limits is almost finish . dont ask me if i dont even talk to you one day ! al i know is my heart is aching and i dont understand why you have to make me feel so hurt and feel like i want to cry . i'm angry yes , but all i know i'm 96% sad that the person i thought who would understand me dont even want to take her time to know me ! :'(

TIME SLOWS DOWN PFFT

ME IN MY BEATLES T-SHIRT AND MY NERDY GLASSES

its been weeks i dint updated my blog , i've been 95% busy with work and another 5% is just my lazy habits :D . last i updated was on january and now its FEBRUARY DUDE , time fly like effing fast .

i just wanna say i got my first pay slip on 1 feb 2011 . it was so exiting when they hand over the pay slip . MY FIRST PAY SLIP :) poyo knnn ? HAHAHA . mesti laa kene poyo bak kata acap "hidup mesti poyo tp tk boleh lebih" HAHA . bangga laa ? eh , mesti bangga titik peluh sendiri okay ? kannn daa kene peribahasa HAHA ;D . BANGGA OKAY BUKAN BANGGLA .

HURMM , wht to update next ? i know ! work . i've become one of the carrefour family member and i'm glad . i get to know people who are different from others i know at school and they dont really keep secrets from each other. and i'm serious they dont . one minute u say something the next hour every one in carrefour would know bout it . at first it was really annoying but daa lama lama tue its like family and family dont keep secrets from each other . awww >they help you when ever you want just pres the liplap light HAHA . KAK SU , KAK INTAN , KAK ARTI :D lovely person semua baik and i love to watch them work HAHA, kak intan yg jd mentor time first masuk keje sporting bai , kak su lak first person yg interview dulu HAHAH kak arti mula mula tue nmpk garang but ade udang di sebalik mee HAHA she is okay :) they are all like sisters mcm kakak kot kadang kadang tue menggila dgn dorg mmg laa top HAHA. there are also wan and acap , mula mula igt tweens derr tgk tgk sorg from sabah and another one tk tahu lagi tk sempat tanya HAHA =.=" . ACAP nie poyo gilaa but dye punya prinsip satu je "hidup mesti poyo , tapi tk boleh lebih" , first tu mmg laa cm poyo nye mamat nie tp lama lama kenal tue okay laa jugak dia bayar kot short rm1.15 sen hri tue aww so sweet HAHAHA dye jenis yg tk kisah sape je laa asal dlm susah dye tolong and dye nie gilaa tahap gaban in a good way . orang sabahan pulak . WAN ? hurm , muka blur je tp klu buat lawak tu mmg lawak tp expresion muka mmg tk leyh blah HAHA . seluar dye lawa pulak i like ! i like seluar dye ok ? jgn salah faham . wan and acap nie dua tinggi and panjang kaki mmg lawa , dorg like my big brother at carrefour susah je problem je tekan je liplap lampu tue dtg laa dorg like SUPERMAN HAHA .

cashier yg laen pulak mmg best kalau nk menggila tue jmpe laa dorg mst gilaa tahap gaban seyh HAHAH . lets talk about ANAS , org pertama yg i jumpa kat carrefour and dye dgn kak intan jd mentor time pakai baju putih first day . dye nie sporting and fun gilaa umur sama lak dak jalan kebun 5 SCIENCE 1 BABE ! kalah aku derr =.=" . lps anas sape ? hurmm , HUH ! HARIZ , dye nie mula mula pendiam je baek org nye . dye org yg second day yg jd mentor yg menyebabkan aku first bukak counter dye yg bg support HAHA dye pun dak jalan kebun gak , dpt plkn gak and pandai dye amik aliran science agama COOOL ! kawan dorg lg satu nie SHAHRUL , mmg laa ayt pertama dye cakap "kau bila masuk bai ?" =.=" HAHAH dgn "bai" dye tue . mmg sporting gilaa , ckp laa pape dgn dye dye layannn je HAHA . dye gelak punya best dgr , dak jalan kebun gak and budak semart gak doe amik bio bai ! tp dye nie jgn maen maen klu marah mak aiii gilaa menakutkan dgn muka ketat dye tue takut derr . tp dye nie klu gilaa pergh mmg gilaa tp best kawan ngn kau bai ! HAHA . next the tweens ZAM AND MURADONA a.k.a DON . dorg nie g mne mne je mst sama , don tue fhm laa from sabah but zam ? hurm tk dikenal pasti lagi HAHA . DON mula mula senyap but bilaa daa knl tue cool laa juga . zam pun sama mula mula kerek je rollerboy nie lama lama huh amik kau best HAHA . NEXT , dua budak yg annoying and menggila tahap extreme tp best ZIZI AND ZUBAIR ! haha , dorg nie mmg laa annoying tp bila mintak tolong tk nk tolong but sbnrnye dorg tolong . fun doe pecah record kt bawah basketball dua dua mesin record kteorg ! HAHA . tp smpai hati zubair pnggil aku gendut =.=" . HAHAH nak kene sekeh seyh ! klau malam lak ? raja HAHA umur daa 27 tahun nama panggilan zac HAHA layan je laa zac even though bukan nama sebenar HAHA . dye nie ckp ckp tp ade isi ade mksud bukan borak borak kosong .

enough with the guys , now the ladies . KAK LELA dye baek gilaa sporting je and boleh cakap pape pun dye layan je dak dak kecik kt carrefour tue HAHA . LIN dak sabah gak , mula mula tue takut doe but lama lama sporting bai , dye baek laa rajin lg tue . comel je and dye lawaa gilaaHHAHA . HUDA member sekolah keje satu tmpat , future CC HAHA love you SYAFIKA dye baek je org nye sporting je kot kau ckp laa pape dye layann je comel and cute je org nye . AHAH thats the person who i got to know while working at carrefourkalau serious serius je but kalau daa menggila amik kau gilaa thp extreme :D .

family kt carrefour nie best coz dorg tk mcm kt sekolah dgn group masing masing kdg kdg tue satu kelas pun seminggu sekali tegur . klu kt sini setiap hri jumpa setiap hari tegur . bila ngn dorg tue memang make my day happy kot , dgn masing masing punya perangai . kadang kadang tue suka tgk gelagat dorg . HAHA . bila fikir balik sayang doe nk tinggal kn bulan april nnt . :'( skg daa bulan february hurm . time can you please just slowly past by ? i want to enjoy my time there while i can .